The rules don’t apply
to white men,
you see,
white men
know better.
The things left unsaid
The lines read between
A tear, a laugh
a sideways glance:
A sister understands.
The pain will find you
best believe
There is no pit deep enough
to hide from it
There is no drug strong enough
best believe
You will wake up sober
Sometime
And the pain will find you
You are the dawn
that breaks
after a night so cold
It’s left you breathless
You are the spring
That warms the earth
The seeds that open
The flowers that burst
You are my sunrise.
My living, breathing,
declaration of hope.
Grief is in the undertones
As we move from day to day
In the words that we don’t have to say
That new text thread
Without her name
Grief is in the little things
Reminding you
what’s missing
We knew
it would be bad news
but it still hurts
to hear the truth
Some days are better
And most days are worse
and in the end it’s all borrowed time
And time we can’t get back
Is it harder this way?
To say goodbye slowly
To lose hope in little moments
to wait for bad news
If I’m reborn as a star
I hope you are shining
next to me
Wherever you are,
in this,
or any lifetime
know that I love you
and I will love you
with a love that keeps expanding
like the universe